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# Something something
It’s been a long time.
The last four months have been difficult. Hence, my already slow blogging rate crawled to a near halt, with only scatterings of links to show that I had not slipped into a coma. Sorry about that.
Am I having a midlife crisis? Already? Maybe. I certainly seem to have no sense of purpose. I have things I want to do but no drive to do them. I can’t focus on anything. Nothing really interests me, I can’t make decisions, I can’t think. When D and tWM aren’t around I feel adrift.
You know something has to be wrong when you can’t even bring yourself to deadhead in front of the television or throw time and life into a black hole like World of Warcraft.
Obviously blogging is a complete loss; a past time that suffers from both my general sense of disinterest in basically everything and my inability to focus on anything for thirty seconds.
It’s not my job that is to blame. I don’t really enjoy my job but I don’t enjoy my job because I can’t focus on anything, because I’ve lost interest in my project along with the rest of all human endeavour. It’s certainly anything to do with D and tWM; I only feel alive and happy when I’m around one or both of them.
What does all this mean? Cino knows. If there wasn’t a recession and I wasn’t employed by an industry – travel – prone to suffering in a recession I’d make them hire a second developer for the project to alleviate the sense of being overwhelmed by what I could be doing with the project versus what I actually have the time and resources to do. If I could get my hands on some ritilin I’d be popping it like a gimp doctor on vicodin just to try and find some focus.
Yeah, that’d totally fix everything.
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# Links for 2009-04-23
Article: Quality in Epic Fantasy, by Alec Austin
100 Free Online Books Everyone Should Read | Best Colleges Online
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# Links for 2009-04-06
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# Links for 2009-04-03
